9/25 BB20 Live Feed Discussion

Tyler had a bit of a meltdown last night after Kaycee and JC went to bed. He's really torn up about possibly ruining things with Angela AND with the game. I saw this small clip and read the transcript and now off to flashback.  Flashback to 1:20am camera 1 9/25

- Last night 1:20am

Tyler: "I can't sleep man. I'm so f**king nervous. I hope no body is watching this right now. But daaamn I am worried. I just have to vent. I have to say this out loud. I'm really worried. I'm so worried about Angela. It sounds so stupid and I can't even believe I am saying this out loud. I can't tell JC or Kaycee cause that could screw my game. *long pause* I really hope nobody is watching this sh*t but damn..f**k dude. I just genuinely love that girl and i really hope I didn't f**k it up. I really hope I didn't f**k this game. But for some reason I can not get past this. Trying to prep for my final speech and all I can think about is this sh*t. My friends told me not to throw away half a million for a girl. For some f**king reason that's all I am thinking about is that girl and not a half a million so I need to speak this out loud and get it out of my head so it goes away. I got JC telling me every 5 minutes that she is gonna never talk to me again after this and I just keep doubting myself every time and he's probably right. Fitness model, successful business woman, olympian...wtf do I have to offer? I'm a f**king lifeguard! I'm gonna look so stupid after this sh*t. Cause I really do love that girl and I don't know if she's just playing the game. But damn. That would suck. I don't know if anyone is still watching live feeds but I just want you guys to know how aware I am all of the sh*t that goes on. Cause I'm on twitter too. I know you guys are probably hating hardcore on me. Hating hardcore on Angela. Hating hardcore on me being a BITCH right now. But honestly I don't give a f**k. I love this game. And I came here to win. And I'm gonna win. I'm just worried that I screwed up something with that girl...if it's something real..I'm worried if it's something real in the first place. I know it's real for me. You are all gonna have your own opinions. It's not the easiest thing in the world to actually find someone you can see yourself with..and i've never ever ever felt like that about anybody. And I had to compete against her. And keep promises that I had made before I had even realized how cool she was. Just to win this. *pause* I'm being such a bitch. I really hope live feeds are off cause f**k. I just needed to talk this out. Cause just as much as much as I fell in love with that girl man...I fell in love with this game so many years ago. I told myself I would do anything to win...do anything to get here and I am so close. But man I would be heartbroken if I lost both. (Me ) It might not seem like it but I really don't have much self confidence. I just have to be positive. And not having her around here sucks! Especially when I have people telling me that she will just drop me in a second. And those are the only people I have to talk to so I start believing in it. I hve to overpower it myself. It's only two more days but damn...if it's true I'll be crushed. I have to get over this sh*t real quick. Start preppin. *pause* I need to win. I'm gonna win. I'm gonna win. I am going to win. She's gonna understand. *Pause* That's it. I just needed to talk to myself."

Gets up and leaves Geo room.

Kaycee is just sitting there doing the origami and BB goes, "Kaycee, safety first, no horsing around" she said "WTF am I doing?" and he goes, "woah, woah, woah" she said, "woah, woah, woah you need to calm down" and he said, "thank you" and I forget what she said then he said, "sorry!" she said, "just don't let it happen again"

Poor Tyler.  That house messes so much with your head.  Truthfully, I don't think he has anything to worry about.  His "....what the f@ck do I have to offer...." is just him getting inside his own head.  What about the half-million, Tyler?  If you win, she's going to forgive you.  If you don't win and she doesn't want you, then she wasn't worth it anyway.

About JC... yes, Tyler really DOES need to tell him.  Not about Level 6.  That would be a stupid move.  But about the fact that he isn't going to take him to Final Two.  JC has mentioned it about a billion times how he doesn't want to be blindsided, how embarrassed that would make him feel, how he would be disappointed that Tyler chose Kaycee but he'd still respect Tyler if Tyler gives him the same respect to at least tell him in advance.  On the flip side, JC has straight up told Tyler that if he isn't going to take him and if Tyler doesn't man up and tell him before the finale, then that would be a stupid move.  To me, that's JC-speak for "You wouldn't get my vote cuz you're a wuss."

I agree with you, JosephD. If Tyler and Angela's relationship is real and going to work, she will respect his gameplay. She'll be happy for him if he wins this, if she really does love him. I agree also, that he needs to tell JC he isn't taking him to the final 2. He will never get JC's vote (or maybe a couple others' votes), if he isn't straight up with him.

I disagree about telling JC. If Kaycee wins part 3, JC might vote for Tyler.
I know this is rough on him, but tomorrow night they’ll be reunited and things will work out. Even if he takes second place, he could win AFP and that combo isn’t a bad package. Last I heard , he was way in the lead for that.

The final 3 are rock climbing for the "final time"

JC completed the right side of the climbing wall for the first time all season There was one part in the wall that he couldn't reach. He tried over and over again and finally did it.

The feeds are going down tomorrow, why give us the loop? It's our last night.

This isn't it. Feeds will go down tomorrow morning and they (Final 3) will probably be told to say goodbye to us. That is what has happened in recent years.






We will have BBReruns tomorrow morning until the post show interviews. And then we will be done. 

Having an online disagreement, maybe someone here can help.
Do the jurors actually vote before the finale episode so that producers know ahead of the show who will win? If that is true, why bother with questions if it’s already decided ?

C'mon feeds. I just want see them one last time...

It's kind of weird to me that we haven't heard any of them rehearsing their speech. At least I haven't....

JC was trying to get Kaycee to pick him.Telling her Angela has had a whole week in the jury house campaigning for Tyler.